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I hate feeling like I'm missing out on things.
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[15 Nov 2004|04:51pm] |
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[11 Nov 2004|11:15pm] |
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[11 Nov 2004|01:41pm] |
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I'm finished with livejournal.
My posts aren't that great.
All they lead to is fighting.
And it's lame to do that over the internet.
I hate to give up livejournal.
I really liked it.
I'm not going to give it up.
But I'm not going to post personal entries.
Maybe people shouldn't know my innermost thoughts.
At least the people I know.
Edit
I have a new lj. It's kinda old though.
If you still want to read what I have to say
please add ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xsingtherapture.
I don't feel like quitting all the communities and such
so sometime next week I'm deleting this journal.
/Edit
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[10 Nov 2004|04:17pm] |
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"Jude Law And A Semester Abroad" --Brand New |
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I was having an alright day, until Hayley had to say some stupid comment in English. Seriously, you need to stop saying shit about me and Josh. Whether you're kidding or not. Don't kid around with me. We're not friends. And probably will never be again.
So yeah. This is peremptory.
I can't wait for tonight. Josh is picking me up and we're going to Randi's house. Dave will be there too. We're going to watch movies and eat s'mores and party pizzas and TINA BURRITOS <3 Yum!
PARTY AT THE HIZZIE <3
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[09 Nov 2004|04:06pm] |
UGH.
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:@
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[07 Nov 2004|06:15pm] |
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"I Am Fred Astair" -- Taking Back Sunday |
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I really need to get over myself.
I freak out too easily.
I need to remain calm cool and collected.
I need to finish my english project.
I need to just shut up.
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[06 Nov 2004|11:28pm] |
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Tonight was AWESOME. Yes. It was. Randi, Dave, and Josh all came to see me at work <3 I made them 2 pizzas. Yum. But I didn't eat any. We went to K-mart and bought some cups for the drink I bought earlier. They were red. Then we went to McDonalds. I bought everyone icecream, except Dave, because he's gay. Actually he just didn't want one.
A lot of dumb stuff happened there, and then we went back to K-mart and hung out. We're cool.
:) Oh yeah. We're finally dating.
FINALLY.
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[05 Nov 2004|04:47pm] |
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So Josh drove me home from school, and to mom's work. :) Mom likes him. I dunno how Ben feels about him. I guess he's c00l wit it.
Sho nuff.
I have to work tonight. Whee. I kinda don't want to, but I'll never see Brittney again :'(
Wow. I really like Josh. BUT HE STILL HASN'T ASKED ME OUTTTTTTT.
But I'm cool.
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[05 Nov 2004|10:19am] |
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Okay, so I'm in yearbook right now. I seriously need to finish my soccer proof. But I forgot what the captions had said, and yeaaaah. WHAT?! OKAY!!
Yeah. I'm a nerd.
<3 Josh is supposed to come pick me up today from school, and take me home, and then take me to momma's work. Haha. I think mom's okay with him being 19. She picks on Chris for dating Jo. [Jo is a girl, by the way ;)]
Blah. We're listening to some techno shit. I dunno what it is. I don't like techno.
I'd rather go listen to some Atreyu because I have been listening to them nonstop for like..2 days. Yeah. WHOO.
I also like Steriogram and some other junk.
YESYESYES!
I can touch my toes, 1!2!3!
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[04 Nov 2004|04:21pm] |
The people at Foard disgust me.
I'm extremely frustrated right now.
And I feel like crying, and sleeping, and what have you.
And if you must know, me and Hayley are talking again.
I'm not sure if we're friends again, but who knows.
At least we don't hate each other.
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[04 Nov 2004|04:11pm] |
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People piss me off so much.
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[03 Nov 2004|10:29pm] |
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"Dream To Make Believe" --Armor For Sleep |
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Sometimes I like to pretend that I've never been to my town, and I'm seeing things for the first time.
People tend to appreciate things more at a glance, than at a long gaze.
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[03 Nov 2004|09:03pm] |
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Today was boring and I'm still waiting.
Bye<3
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[02 Nov 2004|10:08pm] |
I know you won't be reading this, but all I can say is that you're a hypocrite. Whether you believe it or not. Maybe what I did was horrible, but you're not a better friend. You're worse. Only because you were never there when I needed to talk. Somehow when I started to talk, the whole conversation turned around so that you had the problem and not me. Or you just didn't listen. And if you messed up, you'd apologize I'd be the one apologizing. And then you'd mess up again, expecting everything to be fine and dandy.
Okay, so you asked your exboyfriend if you could date his best friend. He said he didn't care [or at least that's what I think], but you see how he treats you now. Of course he cared. When I asked you if it was alright to hang out with the other guy...not even date him...you had a problem with it. I'm sorry if me and him were friends before you guys broke up. It's not my fault you and him couldn't work it out. I don't see what your problem is. You didn't really want to date him in the first place, and you were all "eh" about if the relationship was going to last. But apparently you're jealous, or you're bitter, or whateva. I don't know. But you need to get over it.
Even if one of us apologizes, we'll never be friends again. I don't want to be your friend, and this isn't the first time I've thought that. So yeah.
I don't know what else to say, but I guess this is closure for me.
And another thing, it's not cool leaving him a note on his car telling him you hate him. Not cool, fool.
I don't know what your problem is. And since you don't want to tell anyone, we can't [and I'm not going to] help you.
So goodbye.
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[02 Nov 2004|03:15pm] |
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Today was great. I hung out with Randi and Dave. We went to eat at Nagano's [sp?] and Dave kept farting :( Ew. Haha. He's just like a 2 year old kid.
We went by Randi's mom's workplace, and then Dave dropped us off at Randi's house. After that me and Randi went by Food Lion to go see Josh. We talked for a couple minutes, and he gave me a kiss goodbye. <3 aww. Then we went to Goodwill, found 4 awesome shirts, but Randi left her money at home :( No one better go and buy them >:O!
Josh is supposed to call later. I hope that me, Randi, Dave, and him can all hang out or something. Dunno yet. I stole his Atreyu cd from Randi's car. So yeah. I'm gonna go sing along to some Atreyu songs <3
Oh yeah. I [finally] got my permit, bitches. Watch out ;)
I'm a speeeeed demon.
Rawr.
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[02 Nov 2004|10:40am] |
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I lost my underOATH shirt....again.
:(
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[01 Nov 2004|07:10pm] |
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Sometimes I like to sit outside and think. I think about how the day went, how it could have went, and how it should have went. I realize that I'm sometimes self-absorbed. I do tend to put myself before others. But then if I didn't, would I be a doormat to people? I wish I could find a happy medium...but then I started thinking, what if there isn't such thing as a happy medium?
So what if I didn't talk to you today? It doesn't mean I'm mad at you. It means I have nothing to say. I don't know. Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm depressed. I don't know.
I don't really want to talk to anyone right now. I am though. Lately [no offense to anyone, and this is in general] I've felt it to be a burden to talk to anyone. Unless it's about me. I'm selfish. But I don't know. I really don't.
Things are changing for all of us. We're growing up. That's pretty much my only excuse for all of this.
And yes...I'm starting to really like The Used.
P.S.
If anyone decides to join in the little tiff I'm in right now, you can forget it. You're not welcome, and it's none of your business. So don't even try to say anything to me, for it will be ignored. Kthnxbye.
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[31 Oct 2004|09:50pm] |
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I'm in a stellar mood.
♥
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[31 Oct 2004|03:00pm] |
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"Broke Your Trust" --Sleep Station |
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I'm so frustrated right now.
I hope things work out though.
If not, I'll be mad :@
I think things'll work out :)
P.S.
I love Sleep Station ♥
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